Goodbye drama and hello peace.

After much thought and deliberation, Chloe Trautman decided to leave Siesta Key. And in a foretaste of the June 16 episode, viewers can finally see her telling the cast.

“It’s hard for my fellow Siesta Key cast members to put into words what the last four years have meant to me,” she began in a video message. “Though I shed some tears on the show, in retrospect I know that I have now shed layers and layers of myself so that I could be the clearest and purest channel God intended for me.”

The reality star continued, “Have any of you ever thought about why alcohol has 12 liquors? That’s because number one is how it kills your mind really disagrees with who I am now. I’ve tried to stick with it, but you can only put yourself in a toxic environment until you’ve reached your breaking point. ”

While Chloe tried to hold back the tears and keep her composure, she couldn’t help but slip up in the middle of her video.