Lamar Odom continues to take responsibility for its separation from Khloe Kardashian.

In an appearance on SiriusXM’s Andy on May 24, the NBA star admitted that his relationship with Khloe and the Kardashian-Jenner family is still on hold almost eight years after their first petition for divorce.

“Where are you and my girl, Khloe, these days, Lamar? Are you two in contact at all?” host Andy Cohen considered. “She was so present there in some of your toughest times.”

Recognizing the good American founder’s positive impact on his wellbeing, Lamar commented, “Unfortunately, due to my behavior and some bad decisions, we no longer really speak to each other. I miss her family very much.”

Khloe and Lamar tied the knot in 2009 after meeting only weeks earlier. Khloe and Lamar from E! Documented the later years of their marriage before filing for divorce in December 2013.