Hannah Brown pulling back the curtain and sharing a part of her life that fans don’t always see.

On Wednesday, February 10th, The Bachelorette alum posted a personal video on YouTube learning about the pressures she puts on herself when it comes to her looks.

At a young age, the former pageant queen remembered comparing herself to magazine models: “I had a really round face …”, she recalled, “I still do that now and [I had] huge dimples so everyone would always comment on my little chubby face. “

The reality tv personality also shared that she “always hated” her legs and felt unsure about not having a thigh gap, especially after a girl in her middle school dance class commented on what “perfect legs” look like should.

As a high school girl, she remembered her peers saying, “I was pretty, but I was a little curvy or fat.”